the sweetness will not be concerned with me
I hate being sick. I felt so depressed today for like no reason. Lately I've been feeling like I'm waiting for something to happen, but I don't know what. I just really really dont know what i want.
We had the pep rally today and I got so annoyed because a bunch of guys were yelling out mean stuff so I got up and I sat with ryan quinn and we talked about random stuff and ignored everything. that was fun. and i got to talk to dan for a few minutes after.
I kinda want to go to Homecoming cuz it would be like old times... not that id want to go back but for 1 night sure why not. But I probably wont because i have a lot more reason not too since I dont get out of work til 8, im in a really bad mood, and i dont know if any of my friends are going.
sigh. its like heather said i wish i could just take out my brain for a while and clean it before i put it back. I am just so confused to the point where i seriously dont even know what im confused about.
We had the pep rally today and I got so annoyed because a bunch of guys were yelling out mean stuff so I got up and I sat with ryan quinn and we talked about random stuff and ignored everything. that was fun. and i got to talk to dan for a few minutes after.
I kinda want to go to Homecoming cuz it would be like old times... not that id want to go back but for 1 night sure why not. But I probably wont because i have a lot more reason not too since I dont get out of work til 8, im in a really bad mood, and i dont know if any of my friends are going.
sigh. its like heather said i wish i could just take out my brain for a while and clean it before i put it back. I am just so confused to the point where i seriously dont even know what im confused about.