Josh I need you. Call me.ks4menotuJune 27 2005, 00:56:16 UTC
So at camp I found out a whole bunch of crap about John. He cheated on me so that I would break up with him and he wouldn't have to do it himself. So I went to the drive in the night I got home from camp and Shayna brings up John and I am finally said " Okay let's not talk about the man whore, he cheated on me." I was really upset to have him brought up again. Then she brought him up again that night. Well I finally broke down and cried. Well she's pissed that I cried about the whole getting cheated on this so she wrote this: "AND EMILY AND JOHN!!!! this is for you guys!!! I AM SOO SICK OF YOUR CRAP!!! You guys had to have known it would be hard on me when you broke up!!! YOU are BOTH my best friends!!! One of you is gonna be mentioned at some point!! I honestly try not to but its gonna happen so GET OVER IT!!! Yes Emily I am sorry I didn't know John did that crap!!!! It was wrong but I still love the kid!!! ( he IS my twin)!! I your gonna hate me now Emily but its had to come out!!!! I know this isn't the best place but it drives me insane and i wouldn't have the gut to tell you in person!!! JUST don't blame me for talking about John!!!! DON"T!!! " It's on her xanga if you need to look at it. It really upsets me because I never said she couldn't talk about him around me. I understand it's going to happen. It just really hurts me that right after I tell her that he cheated she's like " well he is still my friend" It is like she doesn't understand and the fact he cheated on me and hurt me doesn't matter to her. So ya I cried infront of everyone it was horrible. Then I broke down and cried again. Josh I am scaring myself. Josh I don't want to live anymore. I am so alone right now and I just need someone anyone. I mean what happened to her being one of my best friends. Josh I just need you right now. Josh I am so depressed right now and I am not sure I can pull myself out. I don't know what to do. I jsut need you Josh.
Re: Josh I need you. Call me.ocs_midnightJune 27 2005, 15:36:08 UTC
Emily!!! Hang in there my buddie!!! I'll be home on the 29th or 30th. I promise the first chance I get I'll give you a call, and I won't even make you use your cell phone so u don't get a tumor :-P Just hang on!!! I R <3 j00!! *air hug* x infinity!!!! Don't do anything crazy ok??? luv ya lots buddy, I miss ya!
Re: Josh I need you. Call me.ks4menotuJune 28 2005, 01:03:31 UTC
Josh things are better now. Shayna is fighting with like four other people right now so all the attention is like off of me for a moment. I apologized even though I really don't think I should have. I am feeling better. Ya kid I lvoe you and I won't do anything crazy but I still want to talk to you. Lots of love.
"AND EMILY AND JOHN!!!! this is for you guys!!! I AM SOO SICK OF YOUR CRAP!!! You guys had to have known it would be hard on me when you broke up!!! YOU are BOTH my best friends!!! One of you is gonna be mentioned at some point!! I honestly try not to but its gonna happen so GET OVER IT!!! Yes Emily I am sorry I didn't know John did that crap!!!! It was wrong but I still love the kid!!! ( he IS my twin)!! I your gonna hate me now Emily but its had to come out!!!! I know this isn't the best place but it drives me insane and i wouldn't have the gut to tell you in person!!! JUST don't blame me for talking about John!!!! DON"T!!! "
It's on her xanga if you need to look at it. It really upsets me because I never said she couldn't talk about him around me. I understand it's going to happen. It just really hurts me that right after I tell her that he cheated she's like " well he is still my friend" It is like she doesn't understand and the fact he cheated on me and hurt me doesn't matter to her. So ya I cried infront of everyone it was horrible. Then I broke down and cried again. Josh I am scaring myself. Josh I don't want to live anymore. I am so alone right now and I just need someone anyone. I mean what happened to her being one of my best friends. Josh I just need you right now. Josh I am so depressed right now and I am not sure I can pull myself out. I don't know what to do. I jsut need you Josh.
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