Thinking....

[ocs_midnight]

So I'm sitting here just thinking about life. Yea, that seems to be what I'm doing a lot of, that and wishing things could change and that we could be together again. After a year of loving each other and caring for one another deeply she told me she didn't love me romantically anymore. I guess I just don't understand how that can be. How can you

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Josh, haven't we talked about this?

[ks4menotu]

Josh, I honestly didn't know that you felt this way. It's amazing to me that your opinions about this change so much. One day your ready to move on the next day your in love with her again. Josh we've talked about this and you've even said that at times you've felt that she's taken advatage of you.
How can you love someone for over a year and then *poof* it's gone. I guess I'm saying this to try to keep my hopes up that somewhere down deep she still does love me like that.
Look at what you said. How does a TRUE love just dissapear? You even recognize the irony in that or else you wouldn't have said that. If she loved you with a true love like she said she did would it have just dissapeared Josh? I worry about you when you do this. She's not your whole life and your sure as not hers and she's made that increadably clear. Josh if you ment as much to her as she does to you don't you think she would do everything in her power to contact you even if she's busy. If I cared about someone that much I would. Josh you deserve someone who will actually take the time to act like they care. She hasn't even done that has she? She's done some pretty hurtful things. Josh you forget to easily. Josh your the best friend I have ever had and I hate to see this.