Vacation and Memories
Well, I'm on vacation here in Iowa for about a week. Today is our first day. So far I've had lunch at A&W and rode my cousins dirt bike around the farm/house probably like 50 times. So far pretty good. You think I'd be happy right? Well I am to a degree. But being back in Iowa here brings back a lot of memories. Heh, your probably asking "what memories?" Well November in 2003 my grandma died and we came for the funeral. When we came and weren't doing anything between all the ceremonies I was on the computer talking to one person, three guesses who. So yea, Iowa and my grandmother's death is what made us turn into friends and begin to get to know each other, which obviously led to us going out and what not. So really my grandmother dying is what, in a loose way, led us to fall in love and date, well not her dying but the fact that because she did and I was on the computer so much and we kinda "met" for the first time and got to know each other. So yea... that's mainly what I've been thinking about the whole time I've been here. Huh...so now here's the part where I feel sorry for myself and wish things were different. Oh well, if we're ment to be then eventually we will be together, and that's what I just have to remember, and if we aren't then there are people out there for both of us, who hopefully will be just as or even more awsome.. l8r