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Things are scary for us when we know we are not in control.
And as human beings, we don't have control over things such as this.
I believe in a better place.
There is just no way we are just physical beings.
And I believe Anna is in a better place.
I miss Anna with all of me.
I want to cry and just sleep for a few days and not wake up.
But I tell myself she's watching over me.
I even talk to the sky, hoping she hears me.
I saw James, Edna, and her Chinchilla, Chilly, today.
Being with them really made it feel like Anna was around.
They gave me her pink blanket, and I have been holding it, kissing it,
smelling it, trying to remember Anna.
I love you, Anna.
I love you so so so so so so much.
I promised myself that if I have a daughter, I will name her after you.
And when I can, I will get a tattoo of a butterfly in memory of you, with your name on it.
I love you, Anna. I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU.
You were a big part of me who impacted my life and I want to thank you for all you did for me.
I am also glad I got to help you with many things.
And make you laugh all the time.
I love you.