Starting to come to life
Ok, so I know it's only been 30 days... And I am still SO not ready to get into anything serious. But I've had 2 dates, and both of them were ok. One was a LOT better than the other. When she tells me that chances are her porn collection is larger than mine... well, I was quite happy. Sadly, there's a few warning signs there that I can't ignore, so it's likely to be a friends only type of situation. I'll give it a few more dates to see, but there's great intellectual compatability. (She just doesn't seem very exciting or spontaneous)
But I got an Email from a girl in Long Beach last night. She's going out of town for 3 weeks, but when she gets back she wants to talk. She's really cute, has a nice outlook on life, and seems fairly stable. I still need an edge to the women I date, so it's tough... Most of the women on Match.com are clones and simply regurgitate the same crap over and over... I've got nearly 5000 women within 20 miles who I have blocked and removed from searches so I can get to the 1/100th of 1% who actually interest me.
I know it's a healthy part of healing, that I want to go back out and meet people and see what I want in women. And I no longer am craving getting back together with my ex... But there's still twangs, and there's still those moments where I really mourn the loss of something that was very special. But I know that down the road there will be more that is special, and it's just a matter of time before I find it.
OCP
But I got an Email from a girl in Long Beach last night. She's going out of town for 3 weeks, but when she gets back she wants to talk. She's really cute, has a nice outlook on life, and seems fairly stable. I still need an edge to the women I date, so it's tough... Most of the women on Match.com are clones and simply regurgitate the same crap over and over... I've got nearly 5000 women within 20 miles who I have blocked and removed from searches so I can get to the 1/100th of 1% who actually interest me.
I know it's a healthy part of healing, that I want to go back out and meet people and see what I want in women. And I no longer am craving getting back together with my ex... But there's still twangs, and there's still those moments where I really mourn the loss of something that was very special. But I know that down the road there will be more that is special, and it's just a matter of time before I find it.
OCP