wayyyyyyyyyyyy cool guys, NOT

[ochocolatecowso]

so i love how people who i thought were my friends talk about me behind my back. just because i don't see you anymore around school, doesn't give you the right to talk bad about me. and just because i quit colorguard does not mean that im stuck up and that soooooooooooo many people hate me. yea, well theres stuff about you guys that you probably

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[je88]

Firstly, I thought we were friends but we've grown apart. You used to ask me to hang out, you used to talk to me and refer to me as a friend. You used to at least smile when we passed. When we used to tell inside jokes, you'd bust out laughing, not chuckle and look away. I didnt say your car would get messed up, someone else (im not sure who it was) did but I DID say that you really dont associate with me anymore and I am no longer in your group of friends, which makes you appear stuck up and I never said people hated you, thats a misquote. I said that people others think you are stuck up, and that means nothing, because people think im stuck up too because I am quiet. I loved how I used to call you one of my best friends (it was the 4 of us) until you discovered clermont and staying out and drinking. And also, I was taken aback reading your myspace a while ago when you list a bunch of "friends" your writing messages to I wasnt there. I didnt necessary expect it, but...yeah. I'm sorry that what we were talking about with Sam upset you, but who was there to talk about it with? She's basically the only one who really talks to you out of all of us. And I loved how I spent my time and money on your birthday and was EVEN thinking about taking you somewhere and junk with Kim but we decided that you prolly "couldnt make it", like when you couldnt make it out with me and Kim when we went bowling or when you and Sam couldnt make it to Denny's after the game. I was thinking about my birthday coming up and party ideas and who I wanted to invite, and sadly, I was thinking about you and Sam and I was iffy, and then decided to invite Sam perhaps, but was not sure about you. Just thinking that is really a disappointment when we used to hang out a lot. I know about that "gathering" you had at your house over the summer (i think) when your mom was gone, i think, and when I asked you if you had people over, you said no, which I knew was a lie because Kim was over. And I couldnt think of why, but I was guessing because we were never really close, and not by my choice, completely by yours. Sometimes when people ask me about you or when I refer to you I dont even know if I should refer to you as a friend because the way you talk to me now is like an acquaintance. Like, we were talking about homecoming and were like, shell have a date and prolly wouldnt wanna go with us anyway, cause youre with kandace now exclusively (and sam of course). I am in no way saying I dont wanna be your friend. I do. But I have a feeling you just dont wanna be mine, so I had to tell you how I felt. Thanks.

[ochocolatecowso]

ok, well you never call me anymore either, the phone does work both ways... and im not always busy. and i don't always go out drinking or partying or whatever. and its not my fault that i don't see you around school, i didn't make up my schedule.

[je88]

I don't call you because I feel like you dont want to talk and it would be uncomfortable. I feel like if I tell you I miss you that it makes me pathetic, because you don't miss me.

Oh, and by the way, I dont talk shit about you to anyone. I was talking to Sam, who I though could key me in on how you felt about us. And I am definitely going to be something in college, as well as in my life, so yeah. High school is nothing.

[ochocolatecowso]

i never said that you weren't going to school, or that you weren't going to make something of your life. so i don't know where you got that idea from, because im going to do the same thing. I never said you talked shit about me either, i just said you said things behind my back, when i would have rather had you ask me about them myself.... but there's nothing we can do to change that now.