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well its been quite a while since ive last updated, and since i was grounded for about 3 weeks, i should have had plenty of time... but i never had anything good to write about. but senior year is finally here, and im hoping that it will be all its cracked up to be and so much more. my classes are pretty good, my friends are totally amazing, and just the feeling of knowing that this is my last year dealing with this, is completly amazing. school is pretty much the only aspect of my life thats going good right now. my job is starting to suck again, and im really wanting a new one. guys... thats probably a topic i shouldn't even start on. there's just so much negativity in that subject, that i don't even want to think about it. i've actually been thinking about it a lot today, and its been getting me down. i mean all i want is to find someone that will respect me, care for me, and just be there for me, and might actually stick around for more than a month or so. i mean i guess i just got a bad hand of cards, but im waiting to trade them in and get something better. i'm sick of this string of bad luck, i just want to be happy and truely happy. now i know i shouldn't rely on a guy for that, so please don't leave me a comment saying so. and the more i go on and on writing about this, the more upset its making me, so im going to stop.