May 20, 2004 20:32
I no i no its not her fault and i should not be mad but it kinda hurts that my Best friend ever is going out w/ the guy that was suppose to go out w/ me. i am not mad at her but i feel bad cause she nos how this bothers me so she decided to break up w/ him. The selfish part of me wants her to but the considerate and gratefull part thinks she should just fo out w/ him and forget bout me. IDK
oh and this dude Brantly who is really nice and one of my guy friends came up to me today and said i need to talk to u after class, i figured he was going to ask me out cause ui had heard he liked me. anyway he was talkin to me and hes like i had to make a dream list of gurls to go out w/ and u r the # 2 and i have to ask u out but then he said nothing andsais i don't like u i really don't.
people don't no how bad words really hurt.
bi bhi