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So I have been up since 8:30 and haven't done shit this morning. I have a test and a paper due on Friday so I should have done somthing. Maybe I take a shower I will actually get my ass in gear.
I've been ok. My best friend has been really sad lately, although he says he is fine. He should know that I have said the exact same thing when I feel sad. I hate that I can't help and I hate that I feel I am making it worse. I'm scared to talk about Lex with him because he always seems to get more sad. He says he is happy for me, but I don't know. I love him so much and I hate that he is hurting. I want to see him so badly, but neither of us have enough money. I need to pay untilities and rent this week. Blah... I need another job.
I've been ok. My best friend has been really sad lately, although he says he is fine. He should know that I have said the exact same thing when I feel sad. I hate that I can't help and I hate that I feel I am making it worse. I'm scared to talk about Lex with him because he always seems to get more sad. He says he is happy for me, but I don't know. I love him so much and I hate that he is hurting. I want to see him so badly, but neither of us have enough money. I need to pay untilities and rent this week. Blah... I need another job.