college
so, I seirously doubt I'm getting into URI; not negativity, just premonition, I guess. Anyway, even if I get in, I can't pay for it, and now talking to Carly, I won't have a place to say. It's like over the course of two days this life I'm trying to get going just kinda disappeared. I don't know what to do about it, and I think I'm honestly scared. I'm scared for myself because I'm like backsliding or something and I don't have any grip on anything. I really don't want to go back to Arizona but I will NOT stay in pennsylvania to do physical labor for another year. Az's not exactly an option b/cm y parents have already become accustomed to me not being there, so I'm kinda fucked in this limbo.... just SHIT!
call me if you know my number, comment if you don't... I just need some input or something. I just feel kinda alone I guess, along with lonely, so just make me feel loved?
call me if you know my number, comment if you don't... I just need some input or something. I just feel kinda alone I guess, along with lonely, so just make me feel loved?