Realization (Yes i wrote this)
...Beauty is a curse on the world,
Make me an undesirable troll that wont question why people never look over me. Beauty draws them in, but doesnt make them stay, its not me its them...none of them stay.
keep the blood sucking mosquitoes away from the bug light. Turn off the light, make em fly somewhere else. Theyll take the energy and leave, fearing of getting zapped. The mosquitoes take the blood from you, regardless of the outer and inner beauty that provided it.
The light will be ignored and alone, the light is off, the beauty is gone. but it will keep the light from long term harm, Its attractive outer superficial light is gone, but suddenly something inside the lamp starts to glow even more beautiful than the first light...It's comming from inside!
The light glows again with fear of the returning mosquitoes, But none are in sight, suddenly a sea of butterflies surround the light, dancing in circles as the light glows this time with no uncertainty of the attraction it now possesses.
This light had it all along but relied on its primary source of energy which the light was lucky to have but relied only on that. There are now harmless creatures that understand the light and will now do it no harm.
...Beauty is a curse on the world.