A year to remember
Stephanie,
This year is almost comming to an end, its been officaily almost a year since i knew you. And i wanted to Just thank you for all the things you have done for me. I mean seriously, look where we are now!
A year ago i was living with my mom who neglected and lireraly starved me, despite if i should have worked or not I was still 17. She also put alot of mental neglect upon me. And I was also back and fourth at todd and david and Robbies where i slept in a front room and tried to sleep while Robbie had sex in the same room as me! It was fun with them at times but i just wasnt in the right place, everyone started to treat me like dirt, and my friendships were fading w/everyone. And to make things worse i was failing highschool.
You were with Ron, married with a house and living "happily ever after." Not telling anyone of mental and physical abuse and control put apon you. As your weight increased and no family or friends did anything to convice you to take a healthy path...making everyone else happy except yourself was your main focus instead, when in reality you had no close friends to show for it. I remember first seeing you, you looked so worn down, and hiding your sadness.
After we met, connected, and finaly moved in together we changed in so many different ways for the better, I feel so much more healthy inside and out, despite my depression. Im still proud of the achievements ive made this past year. Your divorce is final soon, and you have already lost 10 lbs! i didnt notice how different it was a year ago compared to now. What do we have to be sad about now? :) I have alot for you to thank for that and im sure you feel the same.
You are there to listen, (maybe not to give the best advice but i appreciate it), you have been there when people have walked out of my life or pushed me away. You were the #1 person there when i was at my lowest sad point in October, you didnt give up on me like others, Or specificaly my own boyfriend... you deserve me more than anyone else does :) And the people that werent there for me were actualy the ones that told YOU to convince me to move out when we werent going threw the best times...does that sound logical? Sounds more distructive to me.
I might never know who all my true friends are but i know you are. I try not to get mad when u say things that arent true to me & others to make people happy and not create confrontation. After living with a controling husband and being so co-dependent for all these years. I know its just you nature, and it just comes naturaly.
But i thought id just let you and everyone know that.
Thanks for everything
My roomate...My best friend...My hag.
<3 Nathan
This year is almost comming to an end, its been officaily almost a year since i knew you. And i wanted to Just thank you for all the things you have done for me. I mean seriously, look where we are now!
A year ago i was living with my mom who neglected and lireraly starved me, despite if i should have worked or not I was still 17. She also put alot of mental neglect upon me. And I was also back and fourth at todd and david and Robbies where i slept in a front room and tried to sleep while Robbie had sex in the same room as me! It was fun with them at times but i just wasnt in the right place, everyone started to treat me like dirt, and my friendships were fading w/everyone. And to make things worse i was failing highschool.
You were with Ron, married with a house and living "happily ever after." Not telling anyone of mental and physical abuse and control put apon you. As your weight increased and no family or friends did anything to convice you to take a healthy path...making everyone else happy except yourself was your main focus instead, when in reality you had no close friends to show for it. I remember first seeing you, you looked so worn down, and hiding your sadness.
After we met, connected, and finaly moved in together we changed in so many different ways for the better, I feel so much more healthy inside and out, despite my depression. Im still proud of the achievements ive made this past year. Your divorce is final soon, and you have already lost 10 lbs! i didnt notice how different it was a year ago compared to now. What do we have to be sad about now? :) I have alot for you to thank for that and im sure you feel the same.
You are there to listen, (maybe not to give the best advice but i appreciate it), you have been there when people have walked out of my life or pushed me away. You were the #1 person there when i was at my lowest sad point in October, you didnt give up on me like others, Or specificaly my own boyfriend... you deserve me more than anyone else does :) And the people that werent there for me were actualy the ones that told YOU to convince me to move out when we werent going threw the best times...does that sound logical? Sounds more distructive to me.
I might never know who all my true friends are but i know you are. I try not to get mad when u say things that arent true to me & others to make people happy and not create confrontation. After living with a controling husband and being so co-dependent for all these years. I know its just you nature, and it just comes naturaly.
But i thought id just let you and everyone know that.
Thanks for everything
My roomate...My best friend...My hag.
<3 Nathan