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sometimes i wonder why i even bother trying to maintain friendships. I feel like people here only just tolerate me and i'm tired of being around people who are so hot and cold who are only nice to me when no one better is around.
i get it - i'm never going to be good enough. it doesn't mean that i need to be reminded of this every day.
i am incredibly good at being able to disappear. i can be in the same room and you'd never even notice me. if it weren't for the fact that i want the opposite of this right now, i'd be impressed with myself.
i get it - i'm never going to be good enough. it doesn't mean that i need to be reminded of this every day.
i am incredibly good at being able to disappear. i can be in the same room and you'd never even notice me. if it weren't for the fact that i want the opposite of this right now, i'd be impressed with myself.