ugh..
i feel like my insides are going to explode. i feel like the blood has drained from my aching heart. i feel like crying so hard that i can't. i feel like buying a pack of smokes and walking around the city all night like a thinking chimney that has so much pent-up energy and emotion to just let out.. blow off some emotional steam.. yeah. i just needed to get that out. i just want to scream as loud as possible.