Sep 28, 2004 23:55
well lets see that last week has been terrible, john and i broke up if you already didnt knw for which were reasonable for leaving him, yes i knw on his birthday wasnt the best time, but i couldnt bare to act like nothing was bothering me and go on like ok everything is great you knw. well we are ok, werent back together but on a break, yes he did bring me flowers and card, which was romantic and he earned points for that. well the evening was great we talked, laughed, cried, huged, kissed and even held hands.......yes! but most of all we learned all about each other that either one of us would share and now that we did, we can start a whole new us...... that means US! i knw we faught and thats all we ever wrote about but its not who we are. we are very loving,caring, honest, people whos personalilties crashed all the time..... and i mean all the time. we did not have a healthy relathionship in the begining and we now realize it and has brought us closer and i will say that its not over! so you all can just sit back and relax and just let the goods times roll, cause will be hanging out and doing stuff. and thanks to everyone who cared and was hoping for the best cause the best is yet to come................