Jun 17, 2004 00:25
Chika's gone. Just like that. I kept hugging her 'till I was in the car. I kept saying, "okay, last hug..." while tears just gushed out of my eyes, down my face. Yeah, it's depressing. My record of getting too attached to people has grown. I miss the girl already.
Today was the last day of Ms. Evans being at Broad Run. And I never thought I'd come to this. I came to her room in the morning, during break, and after school. She'd wave her arms and say, "There's just something about you coming in here that makes me cry!" Well, after hugs and hugs and talking, we've decided that I will definitely e-mail her and call her during the summer. Two weeks before school starts, I'm going to help her set up her classroom. Everyday. And when school starts, I'm visiting at least once a week. She said, "Yanno a lot of people say they're going to visit me, and a lot won't...but I know you will, Heidi." I just answered, "I promise. I promise, I promise."
Everything is happening so fast now. Tomorrow I have a doctor's appointment. Gah, more blood testing. And needles. This time though, I'm going to be a freak and bring the camera. Psshaw!
Adriane's grad party is also tomorrow, and that night all the family is coming. Friday is Ashley's grad party at our house, and that evening is graduation. (Yay Ms. Evans is gonna be there!) Saturday we leave for the cruise. Yeah, I'm excited. Hell yeah. YAY!