"I'm only complaining to keep myself busy, sweetie"

[oceanofjoy]

"Well it's getting colder and you're getting distant
and I just keep thinkin
that I never meant it to be like this (to be like this)
You know what comes next (so do I)
You’re begging for a way to gracefully bow out
and say goodnight

It's worse than you think
On your way home you should have known
you never listen to me
I’m only complaining to keep myself busy, sweetie
I’m only complaining to keep myself busy, sweetie

I can’t say I blame you
but I wish that I could
I’m sick of writing every song about you

Don't call my name out your window, I'm leaving"

Well this is tons of fun. For the second time in the past couple days, I was woken up from a monstrous muscle cramp. It's a real pain in the...er...leg. I was screaming and rolling around in bed, and I didn't really know what to do. So my mom thinks it might be this medication.

Going to the doctor tomorrow--I'll be poked again, joy. I hope my liver isn't focking PERMANENTLY DAMAGED. Ugh.

For anyone who knows about the whole...uh, explicit pictures...we need to talk. Disturbing. ------- disturbing.