Oct 23, 2005 22:32
So yeah, it's 10:30 and I have yet to study for my history test tomorrow and I'm still hung over and absolutely exhausted. I woke up at 7:30 this morning, because I always wake up early after a night of drinking. I had RPW all day, it's training for RUSH next semester. All of us were in Quinlan from 11 a.m. until 4 p.m., I thought I might die. Then I went to church, dinner, and then Sam, Ashley, and I drove to Frank and Foster's to get Ashley's car. I've had to call people and have in-depth conversations, it was a must. Did some laundry and cleaned my room. Then I went to Soladality Chapel to pray with people and now I'm back.
Last night was ridiculous, from what I can remember, which isn't much. I know, I know, bad move on my part. It was a really fun party at least. This year I haven't been drinking as often and when I do occasionally drink I've been going overboard. Getting sick or forgetting the majority of your night are not good signs. Luckily I didn't get sick last night, but still. Last night was great fun, but I definitely need to make a very conscious effort not to be that drunk again.
Mass tonight was really good. It was all about love, which is my favorite thing. I left church with a really good feeling inside. Then tonight when we prayed it was very nice. It is such a unique experience because all of us are so different and never really hung out together and now we are sharing such a big part of ourselves. We talked a little bit tonight about how it would be interesting to view yourself outside of yourself, I would really like to know how I am perceived by others, if their opinions of me coincide with how I feel about myself.
I hope I don't sound like a hypocrite talking about my drunken night and then my nice experience with my faith.