So I say to you...love is the only way.
Today I had a French Mid-term at 9:15. Guess what time I woke up? 9:20. I threw on some clothes and ran to class. I got so lucky, I am so lucky that she let me take the test. Its not even like I had some crazy night the night before, I went to bed at 12:30 after a relaxing night of studying and chatting with friends. My alarm went off this morning at 8, I shut it off and passed back out. I looked pretty sexy for my classes today; sleepy with crazy hair.
I've been wanting to update lately, but haven't felt like it once I signed on. Today feels like a good day to update. Fall break was wonderful! I had a horrible sickness last week so Friday night I slept tons and felt so much better on Saturday. I went out to Darkside with Heather on Saturday night and had a crazy time. I love her to death! Sunday I went to Mass, had dinner with the family, met Ryan and Heather at O'Charley's for dessert, and then went to the movies to see Flight Plan. My Mom's birthday was Monday so I decorated part of the house and cooked a great meal for the family. The family celebrated her b-day and it was lots of fun. Melissa and I grabbed some coffee at Dakota and went shopping that day too. My favorite part of Fall Break was all the sleep I got.
I felt really frustrated when I came back to school. I don't feel like I ever have huge problems anymore, just little inconveniences and thoughts that I have in my head that bother me. Thoughts and inconveniences that everyone has. School is feeling like a huge hassle and my classes aren't even that hard. I just have no desire to do any work. I used to be such a nerd in high school, I used to get excited and studied extra hard just to get a good grade. I still study hard now, but its a slow and painful process. I don't want to turn 19 because that is another year and I never want to grow up, just like Peter Pan. I want to have things more figured out before I grow up. I want to find a career that I love and that is geared at really helping people. I want to know that I am going to meet a great guy who is going to make me happy and that we are going to have a wonderful life together. And right now I don't even seem to like boys(as in all the guys at Spring Hill suck) and I can't even decide on a major. I started feeling slightly unsettled and aggravated last year and I really don't want to feel that way again. Last year was mainly being in a new place though, so this year is different. I just get sick of the same old thing. This weekend I am going to try and make the most out of it. I am going out for sushi with Ashley late this afternoon. Then tonight I'm getting all glammed up with Kelsey and Krissy, we're going to have margaritas and go out to Soul Kitchen. There is some 80's cover band playing called U.S., and Kelsey swears they're awesome. Saturday I want to do something outdoorsy. That afternoon there is some outdoor art thing with music that I want to go to. And no plans yet for tomorrow night. Sunday is chock full of DG stuff. Little Sisters of the Poor lawn party from 10:30-1 and then Apple Polishing (tea with teachers) that afternoon. I am looking forward to this weekend.
Now I am going to go for a run because the weather is finally cool enough so that I can run outside, exciting stuff!
I've been wanting to update lately, but haven't felt like it once I signed on. Today feels like a good day to update. Fall break was wonderful! I had a horrible sickness last week so Friday night I slept tons and felt so much better on Saturday. I went out to Darkside with Heather on Saturday night and had a crazy time. I love her to death! Sunday I went to Mass, had dinner with the family, met Ryan and Heather at O'Charley's for dessert, and then went to the movies to see Flight Plan. My Mom's birthday was Monday so I decorated part of the house and cooked a great meal for the family. The family celebrated her b-day and it was lots of fun. Melissa and I grabbed some coffee at Dakota and went shopping that day too. My favorite part of Fall Break was all the sleep I got.
I felt really frustrated when I came back to school. I don't feel like I ever have huge problems anymore, just little inconveniences and thoughts that I have in my head that bother me. Thoughts and inconveniences that everyone has. School is feeling like a huge hassle and my classes aren't even that hard. I just have no desire to do any work. I used to be such a nerd in high school, I used to get excited and studied extra hard just to get a good grade. I still study hard now, but its a slow and painful process. I don't want to turn 19 because that is another year and I never want to grow up, just like Peter Pan. I want to have things more figured out before I grow up. I want to find a career that I love and that is geared at really helping people. I want to know that I am going to meet a great guy who is going to make me happy and that we are going to have a wonderful life together. And right now I don't even seem to like boys(as in all the guys at Spring Hill suck) and I can't even decide on a major. I started feeling slightly unsettled and aggravated last year and I really don't want to feel that way again. Last year was mainly being in a new place though, so this year is different. I just get sick of the same old thing. This weekend I am going to try and make the most out of it. I am going out for sushi with Ashley late this afternoon. Then tonight I'm getting all glammed up with Kelsey and Krissy, we're going to have margaritas and go out to Soul Kitchen. There is some 80's cover band playing called U.S., and Kelsey swears they're awesome. Saturday I want to do something outdoorsy. That afternoon there is some outdoor art thing with music that I want to go to. And no plans yet for tomorrow night. Sunday is chock full of DG stuff. Little Sisters of the Poor lawn party from 10:30-1 and then Apple Polishing (tea with teachers) that afternoon. I am looking forward to this weekend.
Now I am going to go for a run because the weather is finally cool enough so that I can run outside, exciting stuff!