Change is in the air.
I thought that taking a nap this afternoon would be a good idea, but I guess I was wrong. I have been so over-tired lately so I decided to nap. I ended up napping from noon until 4 this afternoon. Now I can't sleep tonight. I have been in bed trying to sleep for the past 3 hours or so, but its not happening. Now tomorrow I'll get to be tired again, yay.
This weekend was so amazing and was exactly what I needed. I thought that coming to Spring Hill my spirituality would be at the same level or maybe even grow from high school. But, I ended up barely ever going to church and not being involved in my faith at all. I couldn't even pray without getting distracted or falling asleep anymore. This weekend I was able to really pray and get away from things. Also, I got the chance to be around a lot of really spiritual people. I've felt really confused about a lot lately and that something has been missing and I realized this weekend that it was my faith. I'm glad that I went.
I went swimming today after my 4 hour nap. I thought that exercising would make me tired. This week I have three tests, ugh. I'm really looking forward to going home this weekend. I'm really happy at school so I didn't expect to be this excited to go home, but I am. My Mom's birthday is on Monday. I am going to cook a really delicious meal and decorate part of the house. She has been really unhappy lately, so I want to make her smile. I miss Melissa, Ryan, and Heather a lot too and can't wait to see them. The theme for SHAPE weekend was Love or Agape and I can't get over how lucky I am to have the love and support that I have from so many people.
I need this fall break so bad. In fact, what I really need is a week off. I really want time to be by myself. Well not totally alone, just creative time. I want to write. I want to make some jewlery. I want to take a bath and paint my toes. I want to read a good book. Also, I would love to have the perfect day. You know those days when they end and you're going to sleep thinking to yourself that you wouldn't change a thing? One of those days.
I've been really enjoying people lately. I keep finding out all these new things about people that make me like them even more. I find that I've met a lot more people this semester and hang out with different people at different times, and its nice to have this variance of different people to chill with. If only I could find a guy that I found appealing, that would be nice. I miss being important to someone in that way. I love being in love. I'm a sappy romantic, it's true.
I thought that maybe when I finished writing this entry I would be ready to fall asleep, but I still feel awake. Oh today is going to be fun I'm sure, heh.
This weekend was so amazing and was exactly what I needed. I thought that coming to Spring Hill my spirituality would be at the same level or maybe even grow from high school. But, I ended up barely ever going to church and not being involved in my faith at all. I couldn't even pray without getting distracted or falling asleep anymore. This weekend I was able to really pray and get away from things. Also, I got the chance to be around a lot of really spiritual people. I've felt really confused about a lot lately and that something has been missing and I realized this weekend that it was my faith. I'm glad that I went.
I went swimming today after my 4 hour nap. I thought that exercising would make me tired. This week I have three tests, ugh. I'm really looking forward to going home this weekend. I'm really happy at school so I didn't expect to be this excited to go home, but I am. My Mom's birthday is on Monday. I am going to cook a really delicious meal and decorate part of the house. She has been really unhappy lately, so I want to make her smile. I miss Melissa, Ryan, and Heather a lot too and can't wait to see them. The theme for SHAPE weekend was Love or Agape and I can't get over how lucky I am to have the love and support that I have from so many people.
I need this fall break so bad. In fact, what I really need is a week off. I really want time to be by myself. Well not totally alone, just creative time. I want to write. I want to make some jewlery. I want to take a bath and paint my toes. I want to read a good book. Also, I would love to have the perfect day. You know those days when they end and you're going to sleep thinking to yourself that you wouldn't change a thing? One of those days.
I've been really enjoying people lately. I keep finding out all these new things about people that make me like them even more. I find that I've met a lot more people this semester and hang out with different people at different times, and its nice to have this variance of different people to chill with. If only I could find a guy that I found appealing, that would be nice. I miss being important to someone in that way. I love being in love. I'm a sappy romantic, it's true.
I thought that maybe when I finished writing this entry I would be ready to fall asleep, but I still feel awake. Oh today is going to be fun I'm sure, heh.