Give a little bit
I thought that once my Freshman year of college was over I would have much more of an idea of what I wanted to do with my life. I thought that I would be intellectually stimulated and academically motivated; yes I know I am a nerd. I expected Spring Hill to be a lot harder than it is. I know that classes get harder once you move up, but 101 and 201 thus far have not been very hard. Sure I've read new books, written some good papers, learned some useful information. Right now I have no idea what is so special about the little bit that I have learned. I don't see it really helping me that much in life. Of course, it is nice to be getting good grades without having to waste my life away studying all the time. I want to feel accomplished, that I am truly benefiting from my education and so far I am not seeing it.
Socially I feel like I have learned a lot. Also, that I have evaluated a lot of things about myself.
I hate going out places and seeing him. At least this time he didn't bring his obnoxiously conceited friend. This time he didn't make an attempt to talk to me, perhaps because I ignored him last time. I guess I perceive this town a lot bigger than it is, I never expect to run into him. He only stayed for a little bit, bought a drink and then left. I have a feeling that I cannot describe. Why is it that I have to keep reminding myself that he isn't what I thought he was? If he didn't show up at places that I go to then this would not be a problem. Just disappear please.
Friday!
Socially I feel like I have learned a lot. Also, that I have evaluated a lot of things about myself.
I hate going out places and seeing him. At least this time he didn't bring his obnoxiously conceited friend. This time he didn't make an attempt to talk to me, perhaps because I ignored him last time. I guess I perceive this town a lot bigger than it is, I never expect to run into him. He only stayed for a little bit, bought a drink and then left. I have a feeling that I cannot describe. Why is it that I have to keep reminding myself that he isn't what I thought he was? If he didn't show up at places that I go to then this would not be a problem. Just disappear please.
Friday!