Feb 20, 2005 19:51
Is balanced a mood? Because that is how I feel. That everything is as it should be. Well, maybe not everything, but things that are not, are not problematic. And of course this is in the world of Valerie and not including the rest of the world.
I got to see Emily and Heather this weekend! I have missed the two of them greatly. In fact I have missed many others which is perhaps why I might come home next weekend. I have a sisterhood retreat though so going home is under strict contemplation. I mainly miss my family!
Thursday is when Emily arrived. We went and watched the basketball game and then went and saw the comedian. The comedian was fantastic, loved her! Friday Emily had her competition. This was the night of Rachael and Jackie's party and it was insane! I had an awesome time. Wow was I intoxicated. There is a first time for everything, i.e. stripper. Saturday Sam, Jackie and I all went out to eat with Rachael and her Mom and it was a nice time. That night I went downtown with Drew, Jackie, Mallory, Amy and her friends. Justin met us there. Sam let me borrow her car which was very nice of her. I enjoyed driving; driving makes me feel so much more in control of things, if that makes sense. I really want my own car. This will hopefully be Junior year because I will get a real job the summer before then. Today Heather came and saw me. We went to lunch at Olive Garden. Then we went to the Exploreum to see the Dead Sea Scrolls which are the oldest found copies of the Bible and they are normally kept in Israel. We also saw the IMAX of Mysteries of Egypt. All in all I really enjoyed this weekend.
I am already falling for Justin. I spent time with him Friday night and Saturday night. I always enjoy being around him. The bad thing is since I enjoy time with him so much I want even more time with him. I can't come off clingy either, espcially since right now he thinks that he doesn't want anything serious. Last night he invited me to come to church with him and eat lunch with his grandmother afterwards, that is if he woke up early enough, which he didn't. Just the fact that he asked that makes me think, how is this a casual thing if he is inviting me to meet his grandmother? I think he is just confused. I know he cares and he enjoys spending time with me as much as I do him so that is most important.
I am very tired, this was a long weekend. I am going to Mass at 9. So far I have been doing well with Lent. I want a coke, sprite, or dr.pepper so bad though. Dessert isn't really a problem unless I see it. I need to start studying more. I didn't do very well on my test in psych. or my sociology test. I am always lazy during second semester, I lose a lot of the motivation I have from first semester. ttfn.