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I want to go away for awhile. At least that is how I am feeling today. People are stressing me out. Sometimes I cannot let my relationships be what they are, always probing, always doubting. Not necessarily always but often times when beginning new or if much time has passed since seeing the other. I do give much of myself to other people. I kind of feel like going home, it is too soon. I don't want to deal with anything today. I want to sleep because I don't even want to listen to myself think.
I am enjoying spending time with Justin. It is really nice to have someone interested in me. It is too soon to know where things are going. Starting something new makes me nervous. It is so dumb of me to get nervous, there is no point to it. I swear half the things I worry about and stress about are pointless. He being a prime example. I guess because I would really like for something to come out of this.
I wish it was hot outside and that the ocean was warm. I want spring already, I want summer. I want to lie on the beach, soak in the sun, have salt in my hair.
I am enjoying spending time with Justin. It is really nice to have someone interested in me. It is too soon to know where things are going. Starting something new makes me nervous. It is so dumb of me to get nervous, there is no point to it. I swear half the things I worry about and stress about are pointless. He being a prime example. I guess because I would really like for something to come out of this.
I wish it was hot outside and that the ocean was warm. I want spring already, I want summer. I want to lie on the beach, soak in the sun, have salt in my hair.