Jan 24, 2005 01:08
Lately everything has been very up and down.
Right now I feel happy, lets hope it lasts, I think it will.
We are all getting older, realizing this more and more lately.
Sometimes I like this, other times not so much.
What age is considered old?
My opinion changes always because I never want to think of myself as old, obviously I am not now, but someday I will be and I will not be admitting it.
I will be 70 and still think of myself as young, at least I hope.
Ryan, where are you going? Don't go too far away.
I don't want to lose you.
You are always ok though, no matter what.
I worry about you, you don't know.(This you do not read)
I met an interesting person last night.
Strong attraction, strong connection.
Loved feeling that way, been awhile.
I can't sleep, not in the annoying way.
I feel very calm and relaxed.
Excitement for Mardi Gras in 2 weeks!
I love new experiences.
I enjoyed all of this weekend, all of it.
I want people to come visit me. Leigh? ha, that would be incredible, all the way from NJ.
Sometimes we think too much.
Is it bad to not want to think anymore?
To be sick of overanalyzing, over thinking.
Sometimes it is nice to just be, to exist.
Goodnight.