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Hurry up.
I want spring break!
Passions was a very draining movie, could not stop shaking.
I cried some but I mostly shook.
I wonder how this will affect some people?
I hope overall people are affected in a good way.
It truly was quite violent.
I wanted to scream out "stop", it felt like I was there watching and doing nothing.
I am so very grateful.
Jeffrey said he will take me to prom.
This put a wonderful smile on my face.
I bought my dress today, I didn't picture this dress but when I found it, it was right.
My Mom really liked it and then she started talking about how I look so grown up and she had tears in her eyes.
I knew she was going to do that, any time anything big happens she does that.
It is nice to know that she loves me.
I bought new clothes and a new swimsuit.
Material things, alas, I guess I am shallow.
Running track is alright.
I suck but that is ok.
I don't necessarily want to be amazing,
I kind of just don't feel like running.
But I cannot quit, I am a captain.
I get to go ride my horse tomorrow.
Haven't been in over a week.
I am going to miss riding so much next year.
Oh yeah, as of today I have lived in Dothan exactly two years.
Wow! It seems kind of weird.
Sometimes I have dreams where I have two lives, my RI life and my AL life and they collide together.
I have changed so much in these two years.
Some for the good, some for not so good.
If I hadn't of moved I would be very different than I am now.
Overall I feel like I have gained a lot.
I just wish some of the negative effects didn't happen.
Most of all friends that I miss I wish I could see more.
There are so many people that I love here too, I want to be with everyone who is important to me.
But this year is full of goodbyes anyways.
Its time to move on to the next phase of wherever it is that my life is going.
At least right now I am happy.
I want spring break!
Passions was a very draining movie, could not stop shaking.
I cried some but I mostly shook.
I wonder how this will affect some people?
I hope overall people are affected in a good way.
It truly was quite violent.
I wanted to scream out "stop", it felt like I was there watching and doing nothing.
I am so very grateful.
Jeffrey said he will take me to prom.
This put a wonderful smile on my face.
I bought my dress today, I didn't picture this dress but when I found it, it was right.
My Mom really liked it and then she started talking about how I look so grown up and she had tears in her eyes.
I knew she was going to do that, any time anything big happens she does that.
It is nice to know that she loves me.
I bought new clothes and a new swimsuit.
Material things, alas, I guess I am shallow.
Running track is alright.
I suck but that is ok.
I don't necessarily want to be amazing,
I kind of just don't feel like running.
But I cannot quit, I am a captain.
I get to go ride my horse tomorrow.
Haven't been in over a week.
I am going to miss riding so much next year.
Oh yeah, as of today I have lived in Dothan exactly two years.
Wow! It seems kind of weird.
Sometimes I have dreams where I have two lives, my RI life and my AL life and they collide together.
I have changed so much in these two years.
Some for the good, some for not so good.
If I hadn't of moved I would be very different than I am now.
Overall I feel like I have gained a lot.
I just wish some of the negative effects didn't happen.
Most of all friends that I miss I wish I could see more.
There are so many people that I love here too, I want to be with everyone who is important to me.
But this year is full of goodbyes anyways.
Its time to move on to the next phase of wherever it is that my life is going.
At least right now I am happy.