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I have been very stressed lately. I have been busy too. Lets re-cap a few days out of this week. No school Monday. Tuesday; school, farm, run, study @ Dakota, eat, sleep. Wednesday school, track, work, eat, sleep. Same for Thursday. This week will be the same, so much to do. I don't have time to think or relax or even just watch tv. I feel the need to do nothing whatsoever.
I had a very nice weekend though and Sunday isn't over yet. Friday after work I went to Anna P.'s house. I had a fun time and Jeffrey came with so that made me happy. I liked everyone that was there, they are all really great people. Me, Anna, Natalie, and Heather were already getting excited about Cancun. Then Saturday I went and bought 3-Doors Down tickets for my sister and me. Then I went tanning and out to the farm. It was the most beautiful day yesterday and the ride was perfect, Joker was throwing his head up in the air and the jumps were perfect. After riding I called Jeffrey and we went to Westgate and walked. Then we went to TJ Maxx and he bought some hats. I looked at shoes and clothes while Jeffrey was bored. Then we looked at all their furniture/lamps/accessories. They had bongos and I really wanted to buy them but I didn't because I didn't want to pay $60 for a pair of them. But bongos would be awesome; Andrew and I were thinking of doing a petry reading down-town at his friend's restaurant and bongos would be a must.
I enjoy spending time with Jeffrey so much. I don't know what I am going to do about prom yet, I need to talk with him about it again. Maybe he will have a different opinion about it now that we have been dating for a little while longer. I understand that he already graduated and he already did the whole prom thing and that he doesn't really want to do it again and as he says he needs to save money for college right now. But if he cared enough about me and wanted to make me happy then he would take me. I mean this is my senior prom and something that is special to me and I don't want to take another guy, of course I want to take my boyfriend. In a way it is selfish of me to try and make him go and I know that it is silly to make a high school dance be such a big deal. But high school is almost over and prom is one of those things that I have always looked forward to. Also, I have no idea who I can go with if he doesn't take me. All my other guy friends have dates already. Oh, and I still need to buy my dress.
Today I need to film my commercial for govt. & economics. I am such a procrastinator, it is due tomorrow. Ryan and I don't even have a video-camera. If we can't find one by the end of the day than we'll have to rent one. I need spring break so bad. I need to just relax and not have to worry about anything. I'd rather just swim in the ocean, get tan, and admire God's beauty all around me. I have this strong desire to be alone too, that is very weird for me because I rarely like to be alone. I want to just think and evaluate. I sound so boring. But really I feel like I have been doing so much lately; I'm not home much and I don't know half the things that are going on at my house and with my parents and sister. Like the night before something is happening I am informed of it. People are always around and there is always homework, studying, reading, tests. Spring Break will be such a blessing. I can't wait to be in the Bahamas and Key West.
I had a very nice weekend though and Sunday isn't over yet. Friday after work I went to Anna P.'s house. I had a fun time and Jeffrey came with so that made me happy. I liked everyone that was there, they are all really great people. Me, Anna, Natalie, and Heather were already getting excited about Cancun. Then Saturday I went and bought 3-Doors Down tickets for my sister and me. Then I went tanning and out to the farm. It was the most beautiful day yesterday and the ride was perfect, Joker was throwing his head up in the air and the jumps were perfect. After riding I called Jeffrey and we went to Westgate and walked. Then we went to TJ Maxx and he bought some hats. I looked at shoes and clothes while Jeffrey was bored. Then we looked at all their furniture/lamps/accessories. They had bongos and I really wanted to buy them but I didn't because I didn't want to pay $60 for a pair of them. But bongos would be awesome; Andrew and I were thinking of doing a petry reading down-town at his friend's restaurant and bongos would be a must.
I enjoy spending time with Jeffrey so much. I don't know what I am going to do about prom yet, I need to talk with him about it again. Maybe he will have a different opinion about it now that we have been dating for a little while longer. I understand that he already graduated and he already did the whole prom thing and that he doesn't really want to do it again and as he says he needs to save money for college right now. But if he cared enough about me and wanted to make me happy then he would take me. I mean this is my senior prom and something that is special to me and I don't want to take another guy, of course I want to take my boyfriend. In a way it is selfish of me to try and make him go and I know that it is silly to make a high school dance be such a big deal. But high school is almost over and prom is one of those things that I have always looked forward to. Also, I have no idea who I can go with if he doesn't take me. All my other guy friends have dates already. Oh, and I still need to buy my dress.
Today I need to film my commercial for govt. & economics. I am such a procrastinator, it is due tomorrow. Ryan and I don't even have a video-camera. If we can't find one by the end of the day than we'll have to rent one. I need spring break so bad. I need to just relax and not have to worry about anything. I'd rather just swim in the ocean, get tan, and admire God's beauty all around me. I have this strong desire to be alone too, that is very weird for me because I rarely like to be alone. I want to just think and evaluate. I sound so boring. But really I feel like I have been doing so much lately; I'm not home much and I don't know half the things that are going on at my house and with my parents and sister. Like the night before something is happening I am informed of it. People are always around and there is always homework, studying, reading, tests. Spring Break will be such a blessing. I can't wait to be in the Bahamas and Key West.