Butterfly Effect
I hate illness. Yesterday I felt slightly ill and when I awoke this morning I felt 10x worse. I took some medicine to feel better and went and saw Butterfly Effect with Ryan and Andrew, it was good. The medicine makes me feel really sleepy and I look all depressed. Ryan and Andrew kept asking me if I was ok, and why I looked so sad. I was like, I'm fine guys, really, I'm just sick.
But anyways, guess what? I'm going to Cancun!!! I am very excited to go on the senior trip. I am going to stay in a room with Heather L., Anna P., and Natalie B. We're all friends and I know we are going to have such an awesome time.
Beyond that, I worked every day this week except for Tuesday. Thursday night was absolutely horrible and I did a bad job. I was disappointed in myself for it. Last night I did an alright job but hopefully next week will make up for it.
Last weekend I hung out with Danny and we had a lot of fun, he really is such a cool guy. I smoked out with him and a few other people, I haven't smoked since september. I hope that we actually stay friends because I enjoy him a lot.
I need to find myself a man. I hate not having anyone, it makes me really sad sometimes. I hate random hook-ups, I just don't do them because I am the type of person who gets attatched. I wish that I didn't feel like this but I do, I really want to be with someone.
Anne thinks she is going crazy. Maybe she is, I don't know, I hope she doesn't drop out of school though, especially when we are this close to graduating.
I feel horrible right now, I hate being sick. I could be out doing something but instead I am sick. I feel so sleepy but if I go to sleep now I will wake up in the early morn and I don't like being wide awake at 4 in the morning.
There are so many fun things ahead and I am very excited. Cruise to the Bahamas and Key West, Prom, Cancun, Rhode Island friends, and CAMP. I feel really blessed for all the things that are ahead. I also feel blessed for all the things I already have. I feel happy with what I have, again all I need is a guy. But soon that will happen, and when it does I will appreciate him even more.
But anyways, guess what? I'm going to Cancun!!! I am very excited to go on the senior trip. I am going to stay in a room with Heather L., Anna P., and Natalie B. We're all friends and I know we are going to have such an awesome time.
Beyond that, I worked every day this week except for Tuesday. Thursday night was absolutely horrible and I did a bad job. I was disappointed in myself for it. Last night I did an alright job but hopefully next week will make up for it.
Last weekend I hung out with Danny and we had a lot of fun, he really is such a cool guy. I smoked out with him and a few other people, I haven't smoked since september. I hope that we actually stay friends because I enjoy him a lot.
I need to find myself a man. I hate not having anyone, it makes me really sad sometimes. I hate random hook-ups, I just don't do them because I am the type of person who gets attatched. I wish that I didn't feel like this but I do, I really want to be with someone.
Anne thinks she is going crazy. Maybe she is, I don't know, I hope she doesn't drop out of school though, especially when we are this close to graduating.
I feel horrible right now, I hate being sick. I could be out doing something but instead I am sick. I feel so sleepy but if I go to sleep now I will wake up in the early morn and I don't like being wide awake at 4 in the morning.
There are so many fun things ahead and I am very excited. Cruise to the Bahamas and Key West, Prom, Cancun, Rhode Island friends, and CAMP. I feel really blessed for all the things that are ahead. I also feel blessed for all the things I already have. I feel happy with what I have, again all I need is a guy. But soon that will happen, and when it does I will appreciate him even more.