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Aug 11, 2009 12:16

 I'm having this problem wherein all I want right now is to have an apartment to myself (MYSELF, no significant other, no friends, no nothing...well, a cat would be fine, too) and go to parks and cafes by myself and the gym in the mornings and on the weekends I can see friends who live nearby (go drinking, what have you) and on the week days perhaps see family.

I just really really really want to be alone.  That doesn't mean that I don't want or need people, but I'm craving the opportunity to live my life according to my own rhythms and not worry about others.  Bard is not the place to do this.  Bard is a place of everyone being around everyone else all the time.  After college I'm totally going to another country where I'll have no friends and a job and I will drink tea at 7am by myself and no one will try to talk to me.

Why do I sound like I'm eleven?  
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