Dec 22, 2008 11:56
So, back in the states. I've sort of forgotten what I'm supposed to do with this house and this town, but I guess that's normal. I just wish that Jack could help me through it, especially since he basically is Mahopac for me. But he probably won't be out of the hospital until after Christmas. I guess dealing with coming back, and dealing with him in the hospital is just making me feel sort of lost. And this house still doesn't feel like home. I wish my brother was here instead of at my dad's house, because at least having someone around would help a lot and I miss the little guy anyway. I've forgotten how to make plans, how to use my cell phone, how to drive, how to deal with such weather, how to talk to people. I guess I've pretty much just forgotten.