Finding My Way Home
Finding My Way Home:
I think only Fish can relate to this, but I'm trying new places to sit in order to see my computer easier and be able to type a little better. I turned my screen around to face my bed, so I can lay down and talk with you all. I know, it's lazy, but I want to be comfortable.
Tonight has been a quiet night in that I've pretty much stayed with myself all day. I didn't get up til around 1pm, and I didn't accomplish much. I went down to the house to drop of my sewing project for Mom. She is going to hem my dress for Halloween. In the process of pinning my dress she found a couple of tears on it along the seems. How can this be, if it's brand new? Stupid costume people trying to rip me off. At least I know she can fix it. After standing on top of the livingroom table for 45 minutes in the middle of the picture window we got done. I headed over to Dale's to visit her and Kyan. Ky's getting so big already. I can't believe is she is almost 1.5 months old. Dale is starting to get excited for the Baptism. Even I am too. Lots of people are coming to the cermony. So far I count Dale, Jenna, Kyan, Jenna's parents, Anita, Joe, Dale's cousin, Me, Rick, and Mom, and prolly Julia and her mom. Going to be fun let me tell you.
Anyways, afterwards, I came back here to my apartment and just chilled out. I cooked some baked ziti for dinner and watched some CMT. Even my music selections tonight have been quiet. I'm listening to Blackmore's Night, all the tracks that I have and burned. My candles are burning too. The smell of cinnamon is great. If there is one smell that I want to be remembered by it is cinnamon. I got to talk with Amy tonight for the first time in about a week. It's hard with her school schedule, staying up til all hours of the night with Megan and I. Currently, I'm waiting for Megan to come online.
Boy, now I am really lazy. I'm leaning all the way back against my headboard typing here. I can't really read the print, but as long as it has the amount of letters that I need, then I guess it is right. I should just enlarge this whole thing. That would work only though for so long.
So I had an interesting experience happen to me last night while I was trying to fall asleep. Earlier, Megan and I had been talking about what questions she would ask him at the two seminars she would be attending coming up shortly. She laughed about how she should ask JE on why he doesn't sing. So, don't you know while I was trying to sleep my brain set up this whole scenario. As I was lying in bed, the layout of a seminar popped into my head. The whole audience and everything. JE was standing in front of me, but I wasn't the one who was raising my hand to ask a question. There was a lady in front of me. She is the one who my mind represented Megan with. Seh was passed the mic, and she asked JE why he didn't sing. He turned a bright red color. The audience started laughing. During the laughing, I noticed that Megan went on to ask another question, but something happened to me. I heard a slam of some sort, but I also felt this huge pressure on my chest. I knew this wasn't normal. The feeling immediately afterwards was peaceful. It was amazing. It only lasted a few seconds. I wish it lasted longer, but don't we all. It was weird, and I immediately snapped out of it and noted the time, 2:20am. Definitely not something that happens all the time.
I think only Fish can relate to this, but I'm trying new places to sit in order to see my computer easier and be able to type a little better. I turned my screen around to face my bed, so I can lay down and talk with you all. I know, it's lazy, but I want to be comfortable.
Tonight has been a quiet night in that I've pretty much stayed with myself all day. I didn't get up til around 1pm, and I didn't accomplish much. I went down to the house to drop of my sewing project for Mom. She is going to hem my dress for Halloween. In the process of pinning my dress she found a couple of tears on it along the seems. How can this be, if it's brand new? Stupid costume people trying to rip me off. At least I know she can fix it. After standing on top of the livingroom table for 45 minutes in the middle of the picture window we got done. I headed over to Dale's to visit her and Kyan. Ky's getting so big already. I can't believe is she is almost 1.5 months old. Dale is starting to get excited for the Baptism. Even I am too. Lots of people are coming to the cermony. So far I count Dale, Jenna, Kyan, Jenna's parents, Anita, Joe, Dale's cousin, Me, Rick, and Mom, and prolly Julia and her mom. Going to be fun let me tell you.
Anyways, afterwards, I came back here to my apartment and just chilled out. I cooked some baked ziti for dinner and watched some CMT. Even my music selections tonight have been quiet. I'm listening to Blackmore's Night, all the tracks that I have and burned. My candles are burning too. The smell of cinnamon is great. If there is one smell that I want to be remembered by it is cinnamon. I got to talk with Amy tonight for the first time in about a week. It's hard with her school schedule, staying up til all hours of the night with Megan and I. Currently, I'm waiting for Megan to come online.
Boy, now I am really lazy. I'm leaning all the way back against my headboard typing here. I can't really read the print, but as long as it has the amount of letters that I need, then I guess it is right. I should just enlarge this whole thing. That would work only though for so long.
So I had an interesting experience happen to me last night while I was trying to fall asleep. Earlier, Megan and I had been talking about what questions she would ask him at the two seminars she would be attending coming up shortly. She laughed about how she should ask JE on why he doesn't sing. So, don't you know while I was trying to sleep my brain set up this whole scenario. As I was lying in bed, the layout of a seminar popped into my head. The whole audience and everything. JE was standing in front of me, but I wasn't the one who was raising my hand to ask a question. There was a lady in front of me. She is the one who my mind represented Megan with. Seh was passed the mic, and she asked JE why he didn't sing. He turned a bright red color. The audience started laughing. During the laughing, I noticed that Megan went on to ask another question, but something happened to me. I heard a slam of some sort, but I also felt this huge pressure on my chest. I knew this wasn't normal. The feeling immediately afterwards was peaceful. It was amazing. It only lasted a few seconds. I wish it lasted longer, but don't we all. It was weird, and I immediately snapped out of it and noted the time, 2:20am. Definitely not something that happens all the time.