Great Time
I had a great time yesterday period. It was the first time in a while that Annie and I got to talk for more than five minutes. Actually two hours later we will were still going strong. Too bad that I had to leave. I miss my old roommie. I miss her sarcasm and her faces that she makes. I could picture those while we were talking. She makes you feel like you are important while talking with her. :)
After I got done talking with Annie and about 3 hours later, I was talking with Cassie. Those are where those quotes came from that we both posted over on livejournal. Just us being silly girls. And no you don't want to know what the context of those quotes. I think Cassie and I talked for two hours also. It's the first time in over a month that we've talked. Sometimes I just need to make myself sane when talking with her. She reminds me that I'm not alone in my adventures into the single life.
I wish I could post what we talked about yesterday cause then you would see what I mean, but that is private.
Actually things for me have been going pretty well. I can't complain that much. Chris and I seem to be getting back together, or at least he has more time for me now that I'm living by myself. Who knows with guys?
Cassie and I did get to thinking about fate and direction though. That part of the conversation I can talk about. I'm seriously wondering if the reason why Phillips didn't come and visit was because I was supposed to spend time with Chris. Or at least see what he had to offer. (He offered alot..) Anyways, my mind is floating back to that. Phillips said that maybe it was more on his end, but I don't believe so for the moment. I had a great time with Chris on Tuesday night. Even though, Phillips would of left by the time Chris came over, but I don't think I would of been in the mood to see Chris, just after Phillips left. This fate and direction thing hurts my brain. I'll leave it up to Topher to think that hard.
Switching subjects totally. Damn it's hot out. I shouldn't complain though cause it hasn't been this hot all summer. I'm thinking if I am off tomorrow, I'm going to call down to Dale's and see if she will let me coming swimming. Her pool hasn't been used for awhile. Maybe I'll even offer to clean it since she really can't bend over to get some stuff out of the pool. Finding something to swim in though is going to be difficult. Cause my sports bra that I normally wear has a neat hole in it. And I think my bathing suit doesn't fit me anymore. Hmm maybe I will stop at the house and steal Mom's bikini.
Another switch of subjects, I had the neatest thing happen while meditating the other night. I couldn't feel my body anymore in the middle of my visualizations. I thought that was neat, and then I saw this black hole open up in front of me, and a beautiful white hand stuck out of it and offered its hand to me. I panicked because I never experienced that before. I realized that I had stopped breathing, which shook me enough to make the hand retract back to the hole. Then I thought to myself, why should I be afraid, nothing is going to hurt me here. I felt a smile in my head at that thought. And then the next thing I realized is that the Cd was over with. How cool was that? Too bad it hasn't happened since then.
After I got done talking with Annie and about 3 hours later, I was talking with Cassie. Those are where those quotes came from that we both posted over on livejournal. Just us being silly girls. And no you don't want to know what the context of those quotes. I think Cassie and I talked for two hours also. It's the first time in over a month that we've talked. Sometimes I just need to make myself sane when talking with her. She reminds me that I'm not alone in my adventures into the single life.
I wish I could post what we talked about yesterday cause then you would see what I mean, but that is private.
Actually things for me have been going pretty well. I can't complain that much. Chris and I seem to be getting back together, or at least he has more time for me now that I'm living by myself. Who knows with guys?
Cassie and I did get to thinking about fate and direction though. That part of the conversation I can talk about. I'm seriously wondering if the reason why Phillips didn't come and visit was because I was supposed to spend time with Chris. Or at least see what he had to offer. (He offered alot..) Anyways, my mind is floating back to that. Phillips said that maybe it was more on his end, but I don't believe so for the moment. I had a great time with Chris on Tuesday night. Even though, Phillips would of left by the time Chris came over, but I don't think I would of been in the mood to see Chris, just after Phillips left. This fate and direction thing hurts my brain. I'll leave it up to Topher to think that hard.
Switching subjects totally. Damn it's hot out. I shouldn't complain though cause it hasn't been this hot all summer. I'm thinking if I am off tomorrow, I'm going to call down to Dale's and see if she will let me coming swimming. Her pool hasn't been used for awhile. Maybe I'll even offer to clean it since she really can't bend over to get some stuff out of the pool. Finding something to swim in though is going to be difficult. Cause my sports bra that I normally wear has a neat hole in it. And I think my bathing suit doesn't fit me anymore. Hmm maybe I will stop at the house and steal Mom's bikini.
Another switch of subjects, I had the neatest thing happen while meditating the other night. I couldn't feel my body anymore in the middle of my visualizations. I thought that was neat, and then I saw this black hole open up in front of me, and a beautiful white hand stuck out of it and offered its hand to me. I panicked because I never experienced that before. I realized that I had stopped breathing, which shook me enough to make the hand retract back to the hole. Then I thought to myself, why should I be afraid, nothing is going to hurt me here. I felt a smile in my head at that thought. And then the next thing I realized is that the Cd was over with. How cool was that? Too bad it hasn't happened since then.