i don't think anyone commented on what you were actually saying, so i will.

i'm sorry you're having such a hard time. and it's hard to feel like you're alone, and i don't mean to sound cliche, but you're not. really you're not. you're not the only person who's ever been made fun of for being chinese - ask all the asians at my school. you're also not the only person to be made fun of because of their ethnicity. just consider yourself lucky no one's making laws against you. ;) no one thinks the chinese are spies.

haha, i'm kidding. but seriously, love. america's a fucked up place - i'll be the first to admit that. the day our government can, and will try and do something to change it, will be one that goes down in history. it will also probably only happen in our dreams - at least, with the way things are going nowadays.

i just want you to remember that i love you and that a hell of a lot of people love you, and think your voice is cute and small like a mouse, but that you are not. you are much bigger than that and we are all bigger than that and bigger than we can even comprehend so just go to sleep and dream of colours you've never seen before. because they're all there behind your eyelids. i guarantee it.