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[oceaneyes911]

things are getting better.

im breathing now. crying less.

i think that matt must know to stay away. he must know we are not right.
and thats why he's staying away.

im in a faze right now where i don't know what to do.

i should find another boy.

if matt was for me he would of gotten me roses on valentines day.
even know what happend was horrible. and we may not see each other for a while.
if matt was for me he would of never.ever.ever. did what he did.

he's not for me.
he's just not for me.

i littlebit.want him to be.
i just want to have one love.

i don't want more . i just want one.