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this is heartbreaking.
i've been sick for a very long time now.
and i think now its just gotten worse.
i broke up with matt yesterday due to him not calling me after a serious drs apt.he didn't call till 7pm..and didn't ask. yet i left his house at 9am to go to the drs.he has belived i was lying this whole time about being sick. and how it was my fault due to drinking.( a glass of wine when i was on meds) i just need more support if i'm as sick as the doctors are implying. i need someone thats gonna fucking give me a call after a drs apt like that.
i'm so scared.and i don't want to be sick anymore. and i don't want to be alone. but i don't want him.
like i said.
anyone but him.
i've been sick for a very long time now.
and i think now its just gotten worse.
i broke up with matt yesterday due to him not calling me after a serious drs apt.he didn't call till 7pm..and didn't ask. yet i left his house at 9am to go to the drs.he has belived i was lying this whole time about being sick. and how it was my fault due to drinking.( a glass of wine when i was on meds) i just need more support if i'm as sick as the doctors are implying. i need someone thats gonna fucking give me a call after a drs apt like that.
i'm so scared.and i don't want to be sick anymore. and i don't want to be alone. but i don't want him.
like i said.
anyone but him.