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i need to stop picking people apart.
and obessing over their flaws.
so i can easily push them away
the second they hurt me.
i need to stop talking to my mother/sister/exboyfriend
about how i hate all my friends.
and the tiny little things they do that bother me.
(iprojectthemdoingbadthingsandthenofcoursetheydoit)
maybe due to the fact that i try to be my best at all times.
(and i truly belive that i pretty much am always doing the right thing)
i can't understand why everyone else isn't always at its best.
sometimes i wish i was the bad person that most people are.
or maybe they're not that bad.
maybe i just am.
and obessing over their flaws.
so i can easily push them away
the second they hurt me.
i need to stop talking to my mother/sister/exboyfriend
about how i hate all my friends.
and the tiny little things they do that bother me.
(iprojectthemdoingbadthingsandthenofcoursetheydoit)
maybe due to the fact that i try to be my best at all times.
(and i truly belive that i pretty much am always doing the right thing)
i can't understand why everyone else isn't always at its best.
sometimes i wish i was the bad person that most people are.
or maybe they're not that bad.
maybe i just am.