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i dont even know what happened last night and idk if i should make a deal otu of it.. cause it so easily could have been nothing.
all i can say is that i hate the fact that i grew up here where there arent many black people and had the "black people are dangerous" thing pounded into my head for 17 years.. because as much as my heart feels that theyre so equal to us, and everything.. in the back of my head, i still have that voice telling me i could be in trouble.
it makes me want to cry.. i hate racist people, and thats exactly what i feel like.
all i can say is that i hate the fact that i grew up here where there arent many black people and had the "black people are dangerous" thing pounded into my head for 17 years.. because as much as my heart feels that theyre so equal to us, and everything.. in the back of my head, i still have that voice telling me i could be in trouble.
it makes me want to cry.. i hate racist people, and thats exactly what i feel like.