Electronics test in 30 minutes...

[ocean_traveler]

Electronics is not my friend. Good thing I'm not an electrical engineering student. And I have no motivation to do anything school related anymore. Some girl told me "whatever, C's make degrees" yesterday and I laughed. If I get a 'c' in the class I won't care, which I think is the first time I've ever been able to say that. All those times before I said I didn't care I was lying and everyone knew it. School has always been important to me, but there is so much more to life than this. I'm graduating early - I dropped both of my minors so I could. They were really just there for my pride; I don't need them and I'm not that prideful anymore. Not so prideful I have to take organic chemistry when I don't even like chemistry and much prefer physics. I'm (hopefully) going to germany to study abroad next fall. We'll see if that works out. Surprisingly, my parents have been very supportive about all of this. I was shocked, but very grateful.

I talked to Ben for a while last night... it was good. It was so good to talk to him, and I wish that he would let me be there for him, because I know there is stuff going on that's bothering him, but he won't really open up with me to that degree. Time is what we need, I think.

I've been reading Galatians- that book has a lot of good stuff to say. Like vs 13 & 14: 'For you were called to freedom. Only do not use your freedom as an opportunity for the flesh, but through love serve one another. For the whole law is fulfilled in one word: You shall serve one another."

Guess I should go take this test. Wish me luck.