Today was a beautiful day
I drove home this afternoon with the windows down the entire way, it was so gorgeous outside
and the sun was shining warmly, which I never appreciated before I went to indiana. Now I live for days where the sun is shining nicely and not just making everything way too hot.
I listened to my new CDs during the drive - the good life, josh groban and styx. I thouroughly enjoyed them all.
Daniel picked me up in a huge hug before I left and held me there kicking for a few mintues, which was funny but at the same time was sad. This is my little brother... I used to do that to him, and now he's the one carrying me around.
But today I feel like change is great and life is wonderful and everything is glowing.
I don't always feel that way, but I am completly free of frustration today. Honestly, I think it's because I saw Ben last night. When I'm with him everything is in living color and I feel completly at home, a feeling that has become especially rare since I've moved three times in the past year. He has that affect on me though, and I love him for it. I love him for so many different things, and I'm sorry that I'm not in a position to show him that right now. But today I'm ok with that, and I know I can just go on loving him and just not say anything about it.
Now to go see Faith!
and the sun was shining warmly, which I never appreciated before I went to indiana. Now I live for days where the sun is shining nicely and not just making everything way too hot.
I listened to my new CDs during the drive - the good life, josh groban and styx. I thouroughly enjoyed them all.
Daniel picked me up in a huge hug before I left and held me there kicking for a few mintues, which was funny but at the same time was sad. This is my little brother... I used to do that to him, and now he's the one carrying me around.
But today I feel like change is great and life is wonderful and everything is glowing.
I don't always feel that way, but I am completly free of frustration today. Honestly, I think it's because I saw Ben last night. When I'm with him everything is in living color and I feel completly at home, a feeling that has become especially rare since I've moved three times in the past year. He has that affect on me though, and I love him for it. I love him for so many different things, and I'm sorry that I'm not in a position to show him that right now. But today I'm ok with that, and I know I can just go on loving him and just not say anything about it.
Now to go see Faith!