i am wrecked..
so im writing again. why i do not know since im like anti-lj. this weekend i did alot of thinking.
i know that he makes me happy. i know that he loves me. but why doesnt that seem like enough. UGHhhh.
and i hate cramps. vaginas suck. i skipped chem and today i have this ridiculous biology test today that ive been studying for since wednesday of last week and i still dont get it or understand. maybe i cant be a bio major since i suck at it.
today im going to dinner with jon at his shore house to see his mom. then wednesday were house sitting for his sister and its our 3 months. i wanted to have a picnic on the lagoon behind his house under the stars. but of course the weather doesnt look like it wants to cooperate. figures.
i read the wedding by nicholas sparks. i want someone to love me like that. i want to be romantic and be the center of someones world. im trying to figure out if im that for him. cause it sucks when hes that for me.
well i gotta go cram.
i know that he makes me happy. i know that he loves me. but why doesnt that seem like enough. UGHhhh.
and i hate cramps. vaginas suck. i skipped chem and today i have this ridiculous biology test today that ive been studying for since wednesday of last week and i still dont get it or understand. maybe i cant be a bio major since i suck at it.
today im going to dinner with jon at his shore house to see his mom. then wednesday were house sitting for his sister and its our 3 months. i wanted to have a picnic on the lagoon behind his house under the stars. but of course the weather doesnt look like it wants to cooperate. figures.
i read the wedding by nicholas sparks. i want someone to love me like that. i want to be romantic and be the center of someones world. im trying to figure out if im that for him. cause it sucks when hes that for me.
well i gotta go cram.