Dilemma
Soo my mom calls me, tells me that my godmother is one facebook and I should friend her.
This might be great, except she's the ex-girlfriend of my biological dad's brother, and still keeps in touch with the brother. In the back of my head I realize something: through her, I might be able to finally meet my dad.
But I don't know if I want to. Mom kicked him out when I was only like, 1 or something for being so horribly abusive. He'd starve her and hit her-- but apparently treated me like a princess.
I met him once when I was about 5; he worked in Ocean City, at the carnival thing they have there. He let me ride the ride as many times as I wanted, for free. My grandparents asked him if he wanted me to know-- if they could tell me that he was my father; he told them not to bother.
So I don't know what to do. Do I go and see if I can meet him again? Tbh, I'm not interested him so much as I am in my half-sister through him, that I've never met before. I don't know if I'm ready to face this, but I want to see him and my sister. So...what do I do...?
This might be great, except she's the ex-girlfriend of my biological dad's brother, and still keeps in touch with the brother. In the back of my head I realize something: through her, I might be able to finally meet my dad.
But I don't know if I want to. Mom kicked him out when I was only like, 1 or something for being so horribly abusive. He'd starve her and hit her-- but apparently treated me like a princess.
I met him once when I was about 5; he worked in Ocean City, at the carnival thing they have there. He let me ride the ride as many times as I wanted, for free. My grandparents asked him if he wanted me to know-- if they could tell me that he was my father; he told them not to bother.
So I don't know what to do. Do I go and see if I can meet him again? Tbh, I'm not interested him so much as I am in my half-sister through him, that I've never met before. I don't know if I'm ready to face this, but I want to see him and my sister. So...what do I do...?