TL;DR I rant about shit I can't do anything about.
I'm so frustrated right now, I can't even begin to describe it.
Why is it when everyone once to hang out with me, I'm forced to tell them I can't, because of work, but the one time I get an entire weekend off to do shit, everyone is suddenly too busy to do anything?
All I want to do is hang out with my friends at the Renaissance Festival and be goofballs and have fun, but one friend's working, another's too flighty to give me a straight answer on plans, one's celebrating a Jewish holiday, one's going out of state, the other two are a few hours away at college, and the last one lives 4 hours away in PA.
So I want to go with my family, but no. Mom has to work, Bryce has football, and Layne has soccer. And then my mom, right after I get done texting her about this, texts me back and asks if me and a friend can go see Bryce's football game. If I had a friend to hang out with me, do you think I'd really be asking family if they want to hang out?
I love my family, I really do-- but going to the Ren. Fest with my grandparents is no where near as fun as going with friends, or with them, plus my mom and brothers, who I almost never get to see. Not go Sunday with my mom and one of her clients from the ARC. Why is it so hard to just have a family outing?
It's just...pissing me off so badly. I want to do something, and I know it's no one's fault really but... and my grandmom keeps trying to get me to do stuff, "LET'S GO TO THE WINE FESTIVAL" I can't stand wine, how about we don't?
I just...I want to do something. Argh. I hate having to schedule my outings around work, and I know, cry more, but. Humph.
Why is it when everyone once to hang out with me, I'm forced to tell them I can't, because of work, but the one time I get an entire weekend off to do shit, everyone is suddenly too busy to do anything?
All I want to do is hang out with my friends at the Renaissance Festival and be goofballs and have fun, but one friend's working, another's too flighty to give me a straight answer on plans, one's celebrating a Jewish holiday, one's going out of state, the other two are a few hours away at college, and the last one lives 4 hours away in PA.
So I want to go with my family, but no. Mom has to work, Bryce has football, and Layne has soccer. And then my mom, right after I get done texting her about this, texts me back and asks if me and a friend can go see Bryce's football game. If I had a friend to hang out with me, do you think I'd really be asking family if they want to hang out?
I love my family, I really do-- but going to the Ren. Fest with my grandparents is no where near as fun as going with friends, or with them, plus my mom and brothers, who I almost never get to see. Not go Sunday with my mom and one of her clients from the ARC. Why is it so hard to just have a family outing?
It's just...pissing me off so badly. I want to do something, and I know it's no one's fault really but... and my grandmom keeps trying to get me to do stuff, "LET'S GO TO THE WINE FESTIVAL" I can't stand wine, how about we don't?
I just...I want to do something. Argh. I hate having to schedule my outings around work, and I know, cry more, but. Humph.