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every morning i wake up
to a new refelction a new face
different from the day before
i dont know who i am
i sit and wait for an explanation
trying to get through to this new life
sitting before me and inside me
what am i supposed to do
i cry all of these poisoned tears
that belong to the person of whom i dont know
i cant seem to let them go
get them out
i watch while they take control
im acting only as them
i dont like this
not at all
i hoped u all liked my little poem i jsut wrote it right then...thats wat i feel like tho like im not myself cuz im not as talkative i dont hav anything 2 say anymore and i feel really out of place anywhere i go i feel like i just cant talk 2 anyone anymore and they dont want 2 talk 2 me and it might just b a stupid feeling in my head but thats the way i feel and its really annoying watching myself not be able 2 talk not having anythign 2 say...i feel so diff since iv left school and evryplace i feel like i fell off the face of the earth and just got bak afta yrs and hardly any1 remembers me and i hardly remember any1 only faces...this is really hard and i dont kno y its happening...i luv how im so open about evrything lol like any of u even care...i think this is mostly 4 me i like writing it out it feels good tho i guess i dont havfta write it in my journal cuz im sure none of u wanna hear it...but if u like hearing bout my problems do tell lol cuz then i wont feel so bad....i like hearing ppls thoughts anyways...but thats my little bit 4 2day...comment if ud like!
to a new refelction a new face
different from the day before
i dont know who i am
i sit and wait for an explanation
trying to get through to this new life
sitting before me and inside me
what am i supposed to do
i cry all of these poisoned tears
that belong to the person of whom i dont know
i cant seem to let them go
get them out
i watch while they take control
im acting only as them
i dont like this
not at all
i hoped u all liked my little poem i jsut wrote it right then...thats wat i feel like tho like im not myself cuz im not as talkative i dont hav anything 2 say anymore and i feel really out of place anywhere i go i feel like i just cant talk 2 anyone anymore and they dont want 2 talk 2 me and it might just b a stupid feeling in my head but thats the way i feel and its really annoying watching myself not be able 2 talk not having anythign 2 say...i feel so diff since iv left school and evryplace i feel like i fell off the face of the earth and just got bak afta yrs and hardly any1 remembers me and i hardly remember any1 only faces...this is really hard and i dont kno y its happening...i luv how im so open about evrything lol like any of u even care...i think this is mostly 4 me i like writing it out it feels good tho i guess i dont havfta write it in my journal cuz im sure none of u wanna hear it...but if u like hearing bout my problems do tell lol cuz then i wont feel so bad....i like hearing ppls thoughts anyways...but thats my little bit 4 2day...comment if ud like!