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have you ever been torn? ever been really happy but immensely sad at the same time?
i am happy - so unbelievably happy. i have the most amazing boyfriend in the world. we havent known each other for a long time, but that doesnt matter at all. i already feel like i know him as well as i do my closest friends. we are so similar, but yet really different. but the amazing thing is - is that he understands me, and actually cares about me. no one has ever cared for me as much as he does. he is on my mind 24/7 and ive never felt this way for anyone else before - i dont know what id do if i lost him, id be broken.
but underneath, im still having my problems. i dont know what i can do about them. they stress me out beyond belief - to the point that im not the same person i used to be. i cant concentrate like i used to do, and my cognition sucks now - i just cant do some of the stuff i used to be able to do .... and its SO frustrating. on top of that, i miss my friends too :(
im torn between two extremes.
the first being in total bliss and ecstacy. the other being on the verge of a breakdown.
i am happy - so unbelievably happy. i have the most amazing boyfriend in the world. we havent known each other for a long time, but that doesnt matter at all. i already feel like i know him as well as i do my closest friends. we are so similar, but yet really different. but the amazing thing is - is that he understands me, and actually cares about me. no one has ever cared for me as much as he does. he is on my mind 24/7 and ive never felt this way for anyone else before - i dont know what id do if i lost him, id be broken.
but underneath, im still having my problems. i dont know what i can do about them. they stress me out beyond belief - to the point that im not the same person i used to be. i cant concentrate like i used to do, and my cognition sucks now - i just cant do some of the stuff i used to be able to do .... and its SO frustrating. on top of that, i miss my friends too :(
im torn between two extremes.
the first being in total bliss and ecstacy. the other being on the verge of a breakdown.