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Really in a depressive mood. I miss Tim and everything. Why did this happen? I have no idea what to think or do. I lost the person that I love the most. I thought he'd at least be upset, we dated for almost 6 months! Next Saturday it would have been 6 months. I don't even think he wants to talk to me anymore. What did I do, I feel like such shit. I'm freaking worthless...I just want to sleep forever so then I don't remember anything, but he's in my dreams, and it's horrible. God, I wish he just cared for a minute. But then again he's a guy and is confusing. This feels so bad. I'm freaking worthless. I'm so freaking blind. I was an annoying ass at school. Probably just doesn't want me around anymore, and truthfully I don't know if I want to be around. It really hurt me. I hate all this crying I feel so weak and vulnerable. I hate not being able to talk on the phone with him when I feel all crappy. I hate this feeling...