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i feel lost. or missing. distracted by ramblings in my mind. im having trouble breathing and staying awake. slept 14 hours last night. or today. still feel tired. watching the world around me, observer not a participant. people are talking at me not to me. i know it's a task. it's a task for me to pay attention that long. i dont know why im typing now. i don't know what to say. you don't have to talk to me if you don't want to. don't waste your energy, i won't.