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Hello.
tomorrow is senior skip day!!! woot! '07! who all is skipping? I AM!
so yesterday, i had to take Jacob home since Allison has soccer practice everyday. so we sat in his driveway for awhile, then we finally kissed. but i was tired of the little peck things we were having, so i went for it. and i was getting into it. then we stopped and he said "i think i messed up. i just realized what you were doing...i don't want to go that fast." i was puzzled by this. was it that bad? or is he just scared? i really don't know. but that's the farthest i was planning on going anyways. since he doesn't believe in pre-marrital sex, we won't go far at all (that, and i'm too self-conscience). and we've talked about how we're not going to go too far. but i didn't think there was a "going too far" for kissing. i was kinda mad at him, but mostly mad at myself for being stupid and not listening to what he wanted. then again, i thought kissing wouldnt be going too far. i dunno. so today when i took him home, i didn't bother even attempting to kiss him. cause i don't want to go "too far" again. rawr. that is aggravating....so tomorrow for the skip day, some of us are meeting at Ihop for breakfast at 10. should be pretty fun. then i will go pick Jacob up and we are going to go out to the Compund or somewhere and watch the clouds float by. hahaha. we're losers. we always watch the clouds in my car through the sunroof, so ha. but i can't go "too far!" or he might get upset. gr. it's frustrating...anyways, Ben and Linzee broke up. i am sad for her, but it was obviously coming. they hardly ever talked. but she's been real emotional lately. which is to be expected. i feel bad for her, but i just dunno what to say to make her feel better... =/ ...i dunno. well, i think i'm going to go take a bath. i might be on later. dunno. so byes!!
tomorrow is senior skip day!!! woot! '07! who all is skipping? I AM!
so yesterday, i had to take Jacob home since Allison has soccer practice everyday. so we sat in his driveway for awhile, then we finally kissed. but i was tired of the little peck things we were having, so i went for it. and i was getting into it. then we stopped and he said "i think i messed up. i just realized what you were doing...i don't want to go that fast." i was puzzled by this. was it that bad? or is he just scared? i really don't know. but that's the farthest i was planning on going anyways. since he doesn't believe in pre-marrital sex, we won't go far at all (that, and i'm too self-conscience). and we've talked about how we're not going to go too far. but i didn't think there was a "going too far" for kissing. i was kinda mad at him, but mostly mad at myself for being stupid and not listening to what he wanted. then again, i thought kissing wouldnt be going too far. i dunno. so today when i took him home, i didn't bother even attempting to kiss him. cause i don't want to go "too far" again. rawr. that is aggravating....so tomorrow for the skip day, some of us are meeting at Ihop for breakfast at 10. should be pretty fun. then i will go pick Jacob up and we are going to go out to the Compund or somewhere and watch the clouds float by. hahaha. we're losers. we always watch the clouds in my car through the sunroof, so ha. but i can't go "too far!" or he might get upset. gr. it's frustrating...anyways, Ben and Linzee broke up. i am sad for her, but it was obviously coming. they hardly ever talked. but she's been real emotional lately. which is to be expected. i feel bad for her, but i just dunno what to say to make her feel better... =/ ...i dunno. well, i think i'm going to go take a bath. i might be on later. dunno. so byes!!