SLUMP-O
Isn't it Ironic that I catch myself whistling "If your happy and you know it" but feeling completely BLAH?
I hate feeling down and out. Every year I get this overwhelming, yet numb-at-the-same-time feeling. It definitely has been worse in years past, and normally is triggered by something happening, so I guess that is why this is so frustrating. Just a couple of weeks ago, I just got that feeling in the pit of my stomach...a sort of hurt but for no particular reason...no energy, don't feel like doing anything, and tired. I hate taking meds...they just make me feel sick...so I have to weigh the consequences...physical sick or mental sick...they both suck.
I hate being a total debbie downer, and I feel bad because Amber is great and just wants to know what is wrong and what she can do to help, but there really isn't much, except to be patient and loving, which she already is. I know it will pass...I just hate it. And then I feel guilty, because people have so much more to worry about...I almost feel ashamed for feeling bad for no reason. I have great family, friends, job...why?
The mind is very powerful thing!
I hate feeling down and out. Every year I get this overwhelming, yet numb-at-the-same-time feeling. It definitely has been worse in years past, and normally is triggered by something happening, so I guess that is why this is so frustrating. Just a couple of weeks ago, I just got that feeling in the pit of my stomach...a sort of hurt but for no particular reason...no energy, don't feel like doing anything, and tired. I hate taking meds...they just make me feel sick...so I have to weigh the consequences...physical sick or mental sick...they both suck.
I hate being a total debbie downer, and I feel bad because Amber is great and just wants to know what is wrong and what she can do to help, but there really isn't much, except to be patient and loving, which she already is. I know it will pass...I just hate it. And then I feel guilty, because people have so much more to worry about...I almost feel ashamed for feeling bad for no reason. I have great family, friends, job...why?
The mind is very powerful thing!