Yuck!
I am so sick of feeling like I am waiting for things to get better. I guess I say waiting because I feel like you are in charge of you destiny, and you have to make changes in your own life. But I have done my part...so now I feel like I am waiting for more to happen. I guess this is babble, but I am mostly referring to jobs and friends. On the job scene, I apply and apply and apply some more...I get interviews here and there...the interviews go very well or at least decent, and then NOTHING. It is so frustrating and I am starting to get SUPER discouraged. I never used to be nervous but now I am...I am just sick of stressing out about money...I need a new job! I just keep telling myself that things have to get better...maybe I am not doing everything I need too?!?!!? AHHHH!
And as for the friends thing, I have always had tons of friends...not trying to sound conceited or something, but I literally had so many groups of friends in OH...here it is so weird...not sure of the dealy-o. Austin Rocks...I LOVE IT...but last night I was so excited to go out to sidekicks and meet up with this lady that I had spoken to about playing softball...her and her friends were total snobs...what the hell...
Just trying to stay positive...I love the location, now gotta make a few more changes...I am sure it will work out, just waiting......
And as for the friends thing, I have always had tons of friends...not trying to sound conceited or something, but I literally had so many groups of friends in OH...here it is so weird...not sure of the dealy-o. Austin Rocks...I LOVE IT...but last night I was so excited to go out to sidekicks and meet up with this lady that I had spoken to about playing softball...her and her friends were total snobs...what the hell...
Just trying to stay positive...I love the location, now gotta make a few more changes...I am sure it will work out, just waiting......