geez...

Jan 18, 2005 12:23

I feel like I haven't written in a while, and i guess i haven't. not that i dont have anything to say, in fact, this past weekend I was so moody, I probably could have written a book. But I procrastinated and did not capture all of my weird moods...probably a better thing, because then i would have realized that I am certifibly nuts. :) I, for the most part, had a good weekend, but all in all...need a consistent mood feeling. I think I am just totally bummed about not getting the job in Austin. It just seems like such a struggle...I just want to move from here and get started there. I just don;t want to get to the point where I am so discouraged that I don't even want to move there. I am sure it will work out, but I hope soon.

I am currently on this "go to law school trip." I feel like my whole life i have avoided anything that took way too much commitment or that I might have a chance at failing at. That is totally lame...there have been things in my like that I most likely would have succeeded at, but I pussed out. Well I feel like I need to look into it. I am sick of selling myself short. It is time for a new beginning.

I am getting older...time for DISCIPLINE :)
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